Visiting Candan's school ...

I went to the Koc School yesterday. I saw and photoed the bench with Candan's name and her piano which was donated by her mother. The whole place smelled like Candan - I couldn't believe it. I expected her to emerge from the corridor shouting "Welcoooome Dad!" but alas. Asli met me at the door and took me all around. The experience shook me and brought tears. I realized I was not ready.